I find previous posts embarassing but rather than self-monitoring, I'll keep them up because at one point, they were what I felt and how I chose to express myself at that particular time.

Then again I think I'm the only one reading my entries.

But if I do have any viewers, I'm sorry if my thoughts come off as immature, if you think I'm self-pitying too much, if you think I'm developing at a slower pace than you, if you think I talk too much shit about my parents...

Well, only one person comes to mind so it's more like I'm apologizing to one person specifically... On second thought, you don't deserve an apology! I acknowledge that I'm flawed, so are you, and I don't think you're in any position to comment!

Ok, I am agnostic but god bless.